you are weak, and your self pity is pathetic. however, you may have been too weak to resist, but the truth is that when you rise to chaos, you embrace that which is at the heart of us all. and for many, they voluntarily turned to chaos, instead of failing to resist it as you did. you yourself are attempting to understand the machinations of the gods. i dislike hypocrites. i understand that we are never going to be finished, but that does not mean singular wars will never be won. we win one war, to go on to the next. and the next..and the next. and the next. for eternity.