I feel like my negativity has just ended a friendship. How remorsefully humorous it is for my friend to be honest with me, only to follow the truth with a demand to distance myself from them. Only now do I feel like I truly understand my faults and the need to better myself, but I fear it is far too late at this point. I'm not sad, not angry like I feel I should. Instead, I just feel an understanding of why they did so. How the universe has a sense of humor, I must say. Anyway, that's enough "Life with Google" for one day. I'm swiching the channel to "Heretics and Friends". I love that show.